thank you.
it helps out a lot to know i am not paranoid
i am now 21, but this has been a part of myt life since i was 7.
both my parents wanted to get divored, but didnt want me to be another problem divorce child.
i was just concerned because i feel so guilty, as if my birth screwed up their lives, and i remember trying to kill myself then. they found out what i was doing, and asked why but i couldnt bring myself to say i was only trying to help by suicide.
i was just concnerned about the money part. i feel so dirty now, like i am worth nothing and deserve nothing.
i also break down and cry when i see people spending money, i am just afraid i am slowly goign crazy i suppose, and i get terrible mood swings from happy to needing to cry to release pain
Answer:
Are you seeing a therapist, do you have a support group, church group or good friends who stand by you?
You need to start with your doctor, he can make referrals to competent mental health care. You should also start creating a support network, join things, churches, groups, society's anything that interests you.
Get out and get fresh air every day, walk, bike or swim laps, to get your brain chemicals working for you.
I am so sorry you are going through this. Please talk to your parents about your anxieties and mood swings. They should take you to a doctor to discuss a possible diagnosis.
Noone cries when they see people spend money. This is not normal. Please call a doctor.
You are a gift to the earth, not dirty nor worthless. We need you.
Get healthy and live your life the way it was meant to be lived!
It's hard to get past stuff that happens when you are a kid. That's the time you form your personality. I hope you will come thru this OK and you will be a wise person who can help others when you get there. Good luck! (Nah, you don't need luck, you will do it!)
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