Is it any wonder iam selfish,cynical and couldnt careless...Once i was helpfull,idealistic.Creative,S... now.Dont tell me iam depressed,yes feel very angry at situation,it is wrong,i am correct in feeling bad about it...Meanwhile i keep paying and get more cynical...No Change
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You have every right to feel your feelings. From what I can get you are not getting the help you feel you need or are not seeing any changes. You probably will not like my answer but I was going through this same problem about seven years ago. I was in a mental health clinic/system here. The way things work here are that they go by your zip code so when I moved even though it was in the same County and the same exact clinic system I was not allowed to be seen at the clinic in my area because as they said "I was not sick enough even though I am on disability and they would not prescribe some of my medications because of the part of town it was in" (ridiculous) regardless that I had been on this medicine for years and it had been proven to be helping. Anger is sadness turned inward and oh did I have anger issues and I felt as if I was getting no where and I was "fighting" the system because I was angry and determined but it did nothing but make things worse because I as one could change nothing and it was only affecting me physically. I tell you this to say that you need to channel that anger into finding a place or someone who will see you that will help you so you can see changes. It CAN happen. I did not have insurance. I kept looking but stopped "fighting" per se. I found help. You do care or you would not stick with it nor would you have ask the question and as I said it is ok to be angry but try to turn that around and make that productive. You can call your States Disability Act office even if you are not on disability and they can get an Advocate to help you. There are many avenues. I hope you will get the help you need and not give up. Being cynical is only slowing your healing process down when ultimately you are trying to get better. I do wish you the best~ If you ever want to talk feel free to click on my pic and email me. Good luck~
The question is very vague since it's clear that we don't know what your talking about, can't help.
Please clarify your question to get a more accurate answer
You are correct in feeling bad about this. You've gone from a wonderful person into a awful person. The system fucks with people... don't let the system **** with you any longer. Live your life the way you want to.
what you on about? how can we say your unclear in your statment what your asking or wanting sorry xxx
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What do you mean by the system. Please add more detail in this so its better understood.
Thanks.
I agree with you. I used to be a nice guy but I got treated like **** for it. It seems when I'm nasty to people they listen.
We do need more clarification, but from what I can gather you are fighting against any diagnosis anybody is giving you. It sounds like you do not like the person that you have become, I have become cynical and absolutly hate it.
If you want to change YOU have to accept that you may well need help. You do not sound happy with things the way they are, so try making a complaint or take other necsessary action to make things better for you. You are right to feel that way, but don't let anything make you feel like that for the rest of your life.
we are all paddling the same boat
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